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( 10 things you might not know about me )

Whew....so there is just a little bit for all you who care. :P

Sloan's lj motivated me to post a little update of random things:

1) I have a phone but can't text (alot)
2) My parents don't trust me, and i don't know why.
3) I feel like a failure.
4) Apparently I am not good enough for anyone, not even someone i thought liked me no matter what.
5) Old habits are hard to break.
6) Reputations are hard to change.
7) I don't want to think about college.
8) I can't imagine a year without my best friend.
9) I thought finally found something I was good at.
10)I was wrong.
11)To quote a song: So sick and tired of all the needless needing.
12)I should quit having late night phone conversations because i need sleep.
13)I am a procrastinator.
14) I am lazy and 14 is a random number so i will quit here.

the end.

So...we are back in school and it sucks. I have kind of hard classes the semester. I have Biology, Math 3, and Spanish 2.
( Lately.. )

I have to go get ready for the game but I think i might actually post something interesting next time i get on here.

So last night Becca, Christine and I went to Sibley to eat at El Tio Nacho. It was fun and the food was good, and then we came back to sheldon and we didn't have anything to do and evan told us that we should go over there because he was alone and bored. So we went over there. We just sat around and watched tv and stuff. But then i started to not feel good and i told them that i was going to go home because i didn't want to get sick at the Ascherl's house. So i called my mom and went home. Pretty much right when i went home i threw-up and continued to get sick about once every hour. It sucked. So i am feeling better now, but i still feel tired and gross. And i feel like i am hungry but i am afraid to eat anything cuz i might get sick again :(

I am also very bored and i have some homework i should be doing.....so...

thats all.

I hated Saw 3....i wasted $5.25 on it. I've decided gore is not for me....


I feel sick from watching it.

B in Math. Fuck.

Why, Why, why Do we suck SO bad at volleyball!? Geezus it seemed like every fricken person was having a bad night!! We lost 4 games in a row, no it didn't count but jeez louise, 4 games in a row is BAD! I didn't have an especially bad night, but i didn't have an especially good night either...but whatever. I'm over it..we will do better tomorrow.

I fell in band today. It was pretty darn stupid of me. I really wasn't embarrassed and i really didn't care. It just hurt alot. I had to do a drop and go for 12 counts and at the end of the 12 counts i immediately go backwards and its a quick change. At 7:30 in the morning the grass is a little wet...So when i went to go backwards after the drop at go i completely slipped and fell on my ass...rolling my ankle in the process. It hurt like a bitch, but i laughed instead of cried.

Tomorrow is twin day at school!! Becca is my twin! We didn't have any of the same clothes so we bought plain white t-shirts and decorated them to say "Becca is my twin!" on mine and "Ashley is my twin!" on hers! and then we have arrows pointing to each other. Its gonna be awesome. We will definately win!

1. Reply with your name and I’ll respond with something random about you.
2. I’ll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I’ll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I’ll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I’ll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I’ll ask you something that I’ve always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written

OMG Sloan and i found the best shoes EVER they are green and white and lime green striped Chucks!!! They ROCK!!! Yah so i went to Sioux Falls today to look for them and NOWHERE had them!! UHHHH!!! and this one place had some pretty cool ones but they were $60 and i didn't have that much with me! O well i got some pretty cool sunglasses....they might look bad on me but i think they are really cute. I also got shorts and some dress shoes for my aunts wedding and toerings. :P
Well we have church tonight and i am playing guitar for it...so g2g
more later perhaps.

Ashley

hey
well i am babysitting for the Rhodes tonight and i am extremely bored so i have nothing to do and so i am gonna write in here.

there is really nothing new but the fact that im am going on a diet cuz i am a f*ckin fat ass so ya.
idk how i am going to do it but i just need to stop eating or somthing..idk i will figure it out. Sloan u told me to not become annorexic well don't worry by the looks of me now it will take a while to get me that skinny.
I wish i had a personel trainer! that would be great.

Today i did nothing...i had Kori Kruger over and we took like 8 bike rides...we wrote a song on the guitar but its not finished. she is better than me at guitar so i wrote the words cuz i am a good poet and she worte the music. Next weekend i am gonna audition for the community theater or w/e...i guess you have to sing for the audition but w/e. if Christine trys out she will get it before me (of course) like everything else. oooooo if only i could find one thing i was better than Christine at! seriosly i can't think of anyhting she is not good at. o well what can i do.

well i am gonna go

Ashley

hey,
OMG Josh Shipp our motivational speaker at Career Day was SOOOO incredibly HOTT and he was short but his hair was fricken AWESOME and he had like the best sense in clothes of a straight guy that I have ever seen (no offense to gay ppl) Yah and he was like Don't be average....cuz that was what the whole thing was about...He was HILARIOUS! And then when we played Simon Says and I got out cuz i clapped when he said it he pointed to me (becuause i must have looked confused) and was like this girl looks like this (and makes a stupid but funny face) and then i turned to Brittany and was like "was he talking about me?" and then shes like " YAH DUH!" LOL HAHA and then he would always say to someone "DON'T DO DRUGS!" whenever they were being like stupid or w/e. and then he was talking about when his mom was like ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Josh Bless your heart! which he said meant: Ur an idiot. But it was SO funny! GOD he was hott...i so want my b/f to look like that! LOL we also had a murder mystery party and I was the MURDERER HAHAHAHAHA I knew it was me...not really but i got it by all the clues...i could just tell. lol my character was the president and my name was Trippie Dickie Nickson! LOL stupid name! but if you want more info on the party...just ask cuz i don't wanna type all that...it woudl take all day! LOl im tired so ttyl
Ashley

hey,

Track was pretty good today...i don't have to do ANY running events YAY YAY!!! I AM SOOO HAPPY!!! even tho i suck at shot too but o well its better than running...cuz i SUCK at that. we had to run the ITTY BITTY ladder LOL Sloan. which is sprint 100 walk 100 sprint 200 walk 200 sprint 200 walk 200 sprint 100 walk 100 it was pretty easy even tho mr. gude said we would have to do the BIG ladder sooner or later. o well doesn't concern me as of now.....the main reason i like track so much is because its co-ed LOL that means i get to see A hottie EVERY day...i am gonna try to take ur advice and talk to him more which is good advice cuz he is going out Feeks so i can't really do anything anyway....lol u just have to urge the conversation on when we are talking and lol i really DON'T mind when u talk to Garrett about me lol as long as its nothing that is like pathetic on my part ;) hahaha o well g2g do homework

Ashley

hey

OMG when we were running today...when we did the 400 (which i hate by the way) we ran past all the guys and Garrett was the only one that was like GO ASHLEY! OMG! well thats good for me and Evan said that he didn't like make fun of me after that or anything cuz i figured that he would be like "yah she like stalks me and i hate her." but he didn't! YAY! adn then after practice i actually talked to him...Sloan this probly sounds pathetic to you but you are his friend so you talk to him all the time and so when i get teh rare chance of talking to him i have to savor teh moment LOL. I have been trying to not show that i like him tho cuz i don't want him to think that i do cuz he is going out with Felicia and i don't wanna like make him think im retarded..idk i can't explain it. o well

yah liz actually said somthing to me today and i noticed i think she is actually getting skinnier seriously i think she is like anorexic cuz her legs look even skinnier than before! o well....that was SOOOOO INCREDIBLY mean that liz would do that and show that entry thing that was really low i mean...this is supposed to be private and only shared with FRIENDS which Liz is obviously NOT! o well

g2g Ashley

ok well i am SUPER tired and i am sick of typing...i have been typing my homework all night and i am SICK OF IT! so all i have to say is Sloan, ur Glasses are awesome so who cares what Chris says cuz he probly likes them but he isn't used to seeing u with them so he has to get used to it...guys are weird like that LOL...yah and then there is Christine and Evan and Michael and Kelly and they are all making these plan to double date and i am completley and totally left our of all of this....i mean i know its my fault that i don't have a b/f but geez can't they wait and talk about their plans with their b/fs when i am NOT around!...that is the ONE subject i am REALLY touchy about...Christine has known me for along time and i guess she hasn't figured that out yet. Evan is really considerate of that...like he always supports me and he will like make jokes out of it and he ALWAYS cheers me up...it never fails....he is my best guy friend and i think Christine is jealous of me for that but w/e she can be who cares.

That was more than i thought i would type LOL

G2G
Ashley

hi,
Today was pretty good lol, track was easy and we "pumped some iron" lol and it was fun. I am getting better at the shot and i can throw it like 24 ft. which is good for me! yah and after track we were making fun of Christine jokingly and laughing about how she hugs Evan it is funny! lol yah and then Garrett was talking to Sam Storm's mom and leaning in the window LOL that veiw was AWESOME....he is sooooooo etc. HOTT!!!

Liz like completely hates me....in the locker room i accidently bumped into her and i was like "opps sorry" and then she game me a dirty look and all i did was accidently bump her arm! OMG whatever! i don't really care tho cuz kace was being REALLY perverted when Christine and Evan came out he was like "whoop BONER" EWWWWWW (*inject barfing noises here*) but i guess he is used to that since he is all over Liz and gets those all the time!....sorry that was mean but i really don't care.

Garrett is hott lol....i can't get over him no matter how hard i try...i think we are meant to be i mean otherwise i wouldn't keep the same crush this long!LOL :P and our horoscopes even say that we are supposed to be together LOL. today after track he bumped into me...(this is pathetic) but it was nice lol. and our names go good together: Garrett and Ashley or Ashley and Garrett (however u prefer) and its even better: Ashley Crowl hahahahaha....i think i am thinking too far ahead :P AND we look good together (at least i think so and so does Christine and Sam Skaar) better than ITSY BITSY TEENY WEENY Felicia and BIG BULKY MASSIVE STRONG (extremely) HOTT and SEXY Garrett. LOL

thats all for now....

Ashley Raezerbob

BORED
once again and for the 3rd time today i will write somthing lol
O-M-G i HATE track....no offense to u Sloan......i SUCK at it i swear to GOD there is NOTHING that i am good at unlike some ppl who are good at everything (*COUGH CHRISTINE COUGH*) and tommorrow we have to time the 400 and the 200 and i know that i will suck ass on both of those!!!! and OF course Christine is awesome at it....ERRRRRR!!! i am not good at running at ALL and anyone that has seen me run will tell u that! but w/e well i'm gonna go i will probly be on again later...i like this thing cuz it helps to get my emotions out :P LOL

Ashley

hi (again)
YAY I got to drive!!!!...since im not 14 yet this was AWESOME!!! i am pretty good at it too...i just can't turn very well but otherwise its pretty easy...the peice of crap i was driving was really big and so it was easy to control but i have never driven anything smaller so i guess i don't know what it is like.
When a car came like head-on it was scary as hell i was freaking out and my dad was like "Steady steady STAY IN UR LANE!!!" LOL but it was still good. well thats all i have for u as of now.

Ashley

Heylo
Im extremely bored and there is nothing to do....i should go running but i really don't want to lol.
OMG now i am scared that my house is haunted cuz my brother was telling me stories of how at night he always hears movement in the "playroom" in our basement EEEEKKK!! and my uncle Andy who lives across the street says his house IS haunted cuz he see this short old man walking around somtimes...he said one time he woke up from a nap on the couch and the old guy was walking into his room and then Andy went in there to check and no one was there!! OMG! My Aunt Pam apparently had a ghost in her house too and she saw it and she told it to get out or somthing and it LAUGHED at her....all this ghost talk is freaking me out! i do believe in ghosts...not monsters, ghosts or spirits...my Gr. G-ma said that she talks to her husband at night all the time, the problem here?....he died 8 years ago! i believe her too because my g-ma would never lie seriously....and my teacher Mrs. Vacura was telling us that a friend of hers lives in a haunted house and he sees a little boy walking around the house all the time and there is a little boy's belt in his closet but someimes he will find the belt in other areas of the house?!?! FREAKY!
Yah i CAN NOT WAIT for the Green Day concert on May 15! YAY they are like the best band EVER and My Chemical Romance is openng for them and they are good too! The lead singer of Green Day is HOT too if only he didn't wear so much eye-liner lol. well i am bored so i am gonna go find sumthing to do.

Ashley Raezerbob

hey,
this is my first officail entry and yah today was really boring and i didn't do anything. Last night i went to Sloan's house and we went to the cemetery and looked for ghosts it was creepy and then a car came and was like stalking us. But it was AWESOME!!! yah then we went home and went on MSN and like had fights with ppl and then Keesha talked to David all night and we had arts and crafts and did hair and junk like that lol. but yah and on Friday i went to Evan's house with Christine and it was sooooo incredibly boring OMG i just sat there and did nothing while Christine and Evan like cuddled the whole time. It is gay cuz Evan is like a completely different person around Christine...i wish they weren't going out cuz i liked him better the old way. I am NOT jealous don't even think that cuz u do NOT like Evan like that (*BARF*) but its just that he is like one of my best friends and idk but i just liked him ALOT better when Christine wasn't part of the picture....plus now when i talk to him all he talks about is his plans with Christine and what he should say and how he should say it. Its ANNOYING!!!
but anyway.....i HATE Felicia which is really mean but i have a good reason i think anyone would be mad if the guy they LIKED ALOT all of a sudden (ON VALENTINES DAY) asks out another girl AND the really painful part of it was that two days before when i had talked to Garrett he said that he only liked Liz and he liked her too much that he couldn't go out with anyone else!!! OMG WHAT A LIE!!!! but whatever what can i do....i am just filling in on the past since i have never written before so don't mind these trips down memory lane lol.....yah and Felicia is a ditz and stupid (literally) and personally she is not that pretty....i am not saying that i am pretty i'm just saying that she isn't... but i don't understand what he sees in her except for the fact that he might MIGHT be using her but i doubt it cuz she wouldn't let him do anything and i just can't foresee that happening so i really don't understand the basis for the relationship. Everyone says that they are the worst couple EVER they never talk...they have nothing in common and they just don't match! UHHHH it makes me mad but what can i do?....nothing i feel so helpless! but anyway i am gonna go watch SNL....so Bye